my fear

when i heared dr.kost message to my mom on our voicemail, i already knew but deep inside me i was still hoping for a good news. his urgent 'need to see you' message is what i don't wanna hear.
so i took her for her appointment and just waited down on first floor. after roughly 30 min wait. i saw her by the elevators with her eyes red and teary. i did'nt ask, i already knew.
her sept appoinment, dr kost's words were... 'this is the best time'. he knew (his experiences)...it is the best time.
here we are again. back from scratch.