off to war again...

i am pissed!!! ugh*
few more days, pong is leaving again for a long time.
i am not upset that he's leaving. (of course i am, who am i kidding)
i know that this is what he signed up for.
but i am pissed that he'll be gone to miss his son's first day in school,
the up-coming holidays - halloween,thanksgiving,xmas and new year.
waaaah!