this week was rough, mom's been so weak and having excruciating generalized pain. friday was the worse, having a lot of vaginal discharge too which is not blood but brownish.then she was chilling, screaming and asking me if she's gonna die? so pitiful i gave her 2 vicodin and 2 tablets of her ativan right away. she rested after that then woke up after 5 hours. the next day, she just don't wanna eat, or no appetite and threw up once.i spent most time just crying and feeling sorry for her.
why is god so cruel? all her life she spent working for us, to give us a better life. she left far away and leaving us with relatives as guardians. now that i thought things are better and to for her to stop working,it's our chance to catch up and enjoy life. i have so much to say to her, things i want her to have that she never had a chance to buy because she has to work like a dog to just bring food on the the table.i wanna show her places i've been too. she just got here this year and now she's terminally ill. why her? she don't deserve this.