peking duck
my taste buds were screaming for the succulent taste of peking duck. ofcourse, there's no good place for duck in this metropolis unlike in houston they have tan tan restaurant , open fridays and saturdays after club hours or when you're insomiac, it's a good late nite grub. just like "goodah in greenhills" or the "kosing gawlo in boni". i have to settle for the peking duck from golden wok. i guess it's the same, it's just that the wrapper they serve is like an eggroll wrapper which they call pancakes and i prefer the soft white 'like-siopao' bread they serve with at tan tan's or from any restaurant in city's china town. ugh! what the hell! i sound like a craving pregnant woman. and come to think of it, i'm suppose to be on diet as per my doc. my cholesterol was 270+. shet, i could stroke out for that. dammit, i need to have discipline, where can i get one??? pong is coming back and he shed few pounds. i'm now scared to ask how much but based on his pictures. he lost not just couple. i hate my body. we went shopping today, actually we've been going out a lot but could'nt find anything that fits. all these cute outfits and nothing fits. i hate it! i hate damn skinny ass chicks walking around with...their skinny asses. i'm a hater. i hate being like this. i'm a good person. i'm just not good looking at all. and on top of that, i'm fat. i'm far due from losing weight, he'll be back in 3 weeks and i might have gained actually. then i have to schedule for my follow up this month. i'm disgusted. with my self that is.