Tuesday, January 31, 2006

ma discharged from hospital and my dear husband picked her up. tomorrow she has to be taken for biopsy. the doctor suspected her cancer metastasized to her pancreas already. her dr discussed this to her before her discharged that this recurring cancer is bad and he told her, her life span will be 10 months. he suggested to see all the people she wants to see, go to places she wants to go, and eat all she wants to. that just made me cry like a river. my eyes all swelled up and my sinus allergies worst. her dr wanted to talk to me but i am not ready and besides i heard it from her already. that is just so sad, and mean to hear that you only have that much to live. but she asked for it, told him to be honest to her.
ma's still on denial and so as i, in a way.