i'm beat!

i am so tired. a 12 hours shift 3 days in a row is killing me. i am not up for this anymore. i am getting old. hahaha! anyway, arend is a 24/7 job and he's just so energetic. which i'm glad! even a little cold and stomach flu is not slowing him down. oh! i love this little man so much. he's my life. i gotta make it up to him. so many days that i felt so down and the winter weather is just making me more down. spring is coming... the allergen's just killing me too. hahaha! virginia weather is freaking crazy. well! i gotta blame it on something!

this up coming reunion of us is driving me crazy. it's gonna be in vegas. my schedule is just too hectic that day. pong is leaving for schooling on that day. oh! i don't know. what am i gonna do. it's just freaking crazy. i wanna go! i'm so excited and this might never happen anymore, ever! i don't wanna miss this chance. agh!
thank goodness i'm off today but i gotta work 2 more days then i'll be off for a while.
i have few more days to think it over... i mean the reunion.

here's a vintage group shot during our grad day...
almost a decade and a half. and i was about 40 lbs lighter.