my aunt's in town for thanksgiving and we took her to oblate. then strollin' at la cantera. it was a cold weekend, felt like 40's. we we're not quite prepared. then when i went out this afternoon, it was steaming hot, almost 90 deg. i hate san antonio weather. can't make up it's mind. for god's sake it's almost december. let it be cold. this winter will fly fast and one morning i'll wake up with scorching 100 deg. i hate summers. i'm already sweating thinking of it.


arend strollin' hooded




















cuddlin' my monkey














oblate lourdes grotto

mike's here from japan for a week of schooling. pong picked him up off the airport saturday which we thought he was arriving the day before. we were at the mall waiting and contemplating if i should get me another gucci belt bag. i really want the brown one and it's hard to find. the one i have is blue and looks good with jeans and i want the brown one for more casual look.

we took him to the outlet mall and much to my dismay (pout*) there's an outlet for lacoste just opened up friday. so many people buying this shirt. we used to drive 3-4 hours before to get a lacoste shirt now it's accessible by so many texans. hmmpt!

mom's gonna start her chemo again this coming week. i'm off those days. i'm hoping it will not be as tough as the first one. oh God have mercy.

my fear

when i heared dr.kost message to my mom on our voicemail, i already knew but deep inside me i was still hoping for a good news. his urgent 'need to see you' message is what i don't wanna hear.
so i took her for her appointment and just waited down on first floor. after roughly 30 min wait. i saw her by the elevators with her eyes red and teary. i did'nt ask, i already knew.
her sept appoinment, dr kost's words were... 'this is the best time'. he knew (his experiences)...it is the best time.
here we are again. back from scratch.